This is probably the most terrifying night/day I have had since I have been an adult, and most likely since as far back as I can remember. I am just to the point where I am trying to talk myself into breathing normally instead of overworking myself and not getting enough oxygen.
Between no inhaler, beta blockers, calcium channel blockers, anxiety relief, PTSD, thyroid, blood pressure, migraine medications, pain relief medications, and the fact that the swelling is so intense that its actually started to make ulcers in my head similar to a boil or pimple, where its so swollen it cant swell any more. I have 7 lumps between the back of my ears and my head and neck that are so painful I am having to use an accessibility feature to get this out to my readers, and just in case its my only chance of getting the last bit of whats going on out to the publice.
My nose has been bleeding bright red and Ive noticed some large clots. My head is not getting any better as far as the pain, swelling, vision impairment, and the vertigo or lack of balance when I walk just from my bed to the bathroom. I am short of breath. I cant regulate my body temperature and keep either being nauseated or feeling like I am starving. The stress lately, the lack of finances, the lack of support, the way the Social Security Administration has STRIPPED me of my disability that was permanently awarded by an Administrative Law JUDGE PERMANENTLY, I guess out of spite because I AM NOT STANDING DOWN, against my rights being so grossly violated, they think its the right thing to do to FRAUDULENTLY accuse me of MY HEALTH GETTING BETTER TO RETURN TO WORK WHEN I GOT A DIAGNOSIS JUST CHRISTMAS DAY AND THEY ARE AWARE OF EVERY SINGLE STROKE, MI, EXACERBATED CONDITION BROUGHT ON BY THE LITIGATION, UNLAWFUL IMPRISONMENT, and the fact that NO ONE IS HERE TO HELP ME, NO ONE CARES IF I AM HERE OR NOT, NO ONE SEEMS TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT MY HEALTH. TO the point of the 15th JDC HO Dennis Bundick the fucking piece of shit from the last 12 years of VEXATIOUS litigation, and one of the officials who have VIOLATED MY RIGHTS TO NO END, thinks that HE SHOULD BE IN CONTROL OVER WHETHER I DIE OR LIVE.
According to this ignorant fucking asshole, because my husband has not PHYSICALLY HIT ME “SINCE SEPTEMBER” (SINCE…MEANS IT HAPPENED) that I DO NOT NEED MY LIFE TO BE PROTECTED, Which the FEDERAL LAW, STATE LAW, and ETHICS SAY DIFFERENTLY! To sit on the committee for DOMESTIC VIOLENCE in the STATE OF LA to sit there and tell me to be quiet that I need to discuss that in my divorce proceedings that it isnt ABUSE and IT ISNT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE TO BE BEATEN, FORCED TO HAVE SEX, DENIED THE RIGHT TO MEDICAL CARE, DENIED PRIVACY, DENIED THE RIGHT TO DIVORCE MY ABUSER, DENIED THE RIGHT TO MY LIFE, LIBERTY, PROPERTY, DUE PROCESS, FUNDAMENTAL, CIVIL, EQUAL, and HUMAN BASIC RIGHTS, to be told that FOR THE 3rd TIME I WAS NOT GETTING A PROTECTIVE ORDER TO AFFORD ME THE RIGHTS AS A VICTIM, WHILE HE ALLOWED THE ASSHOLE TO LIE TO HIM AND DENY BEING ON PROBATION FOR VIOLATING MY PROTECTIVE ORDER TWICE!!!!!!!!
THE MANDATED LAW NOT JUST STATE BUT FEDERAL LAW SAYS HE WAS TO BE ARRESTED THE MINUTE HE FUCKING VIOLATED IT THE FIRST TIME! YET HE IS STILL WALKING FREE CONTNIUING TO STRIP ME OF EVERY SINGLE THING, LIVE STREAMING ME, INTERFERING WITH MY TELECOMUNNICATIONS, PREVENTING ME FROM MAKING IT TO COURT LAST WEEK, DENYING ME THE REGISTRATION TO MY TAHOE, DENYING ME THE RIGHTS as his WIFE OF A DECADE to have the basic neccesary items at this point, BEGGING FOR MEDICAL TREATMENT, FOOD, HOUSEHOLD ITEMS, and TO PLEASE BE FREE FROM THE MICE WHICH ARE MAKING ME EXTREMELY SICK AND MAKING ME RAPIDLY DECLINE WAY FASTER!!!
I DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS. I SHOULD NOT EVEN BE IN THE FUCKING COURTS AS A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SEXUAL ABUSE, AND THE MANDATED LAW IS SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME WITH NO FUCKING DRAGGING A VICTIM ON PUBLIC DISPLAY OR ON TRIAL TO BE AWARDED AN IMMEDIATE DIVORCE!!! YET THEY FUCKING HAVE HAD ME IN THE COURTS FOR THE LAST FUCKING 9 MONTHS AND REFUSE TO STOP ABUSING ME. I AM SO SICK ALL I HAVE DONE FOR THE LAST 24 HOURS IS CRY AND SCREAM AND EMAIL MY GOVENORS OFFICE ATTORNEY GENERAL AND EVEN THE PRESEIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OTHER STATES ATTORNEYS DOMESTIC VIOLENCE COALITIONS AND SHELTERS, AND YET NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON THINKS THAT I AM WORTH A LITTLE EFFORT!!
THE STRESS ON MY HEART, THE SWELLING SUBSTANTIALLY WITH THE INCREASED SHIT FROM MY HUSBAND AND THIS STATE AND COURTS, HAVE REALLY TAKEN A LOT FROM ME TO EVEN BE HERE TO WRITE THIS, I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO DO THIS BY MYSELF, I AM NOT AN ATTORNEY OR DETECTIVE AND I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO PLAY THE GAME WHEN I HAVE NOTHING CLOSE TO GOOD HEALTH AT THIS POINT. I AM SO EXHAUSTED. I CANT GO ANYMORE. I AM SO SORRY IF THIS IS MY LAST POST. I CANT SEE OR TALK TO MY CHILDREN. I CANT FIND MY BEST FRIEND. I AM STUCK IN A MICE INFESTED CRAWFISH POND IN MY HUSBANDS JAIL AND ENSLAVED TO THE STATE ACCUSED OF FRAUD ON MEDICAID WHEN I DONT EVEN FUCKING DO TAXES OR USE THE MEDICAID, AND TAX EVASION THANKS TO MY HUSBAND, AND THE BITCH WHO HAD FRAUDULENTLY OBTAINED A POWER OF ATTORNEY TO FRAME ME FOR THIS SHIT LIKE I WASNT GOING THROUGH ENOUGH.
IT WOULD SIMPLY TAKE SOME CORRECTIVE ACTION INSTEAD OF FURTHER ABUSE OF A SURVIVOR OF LONG TERM ABUSE STARTING WITH THE STATE OF LOUISIANA. I HOPE THEY LEARN FROM THIS SITUATION IN WHICH IF I PASS AWAY AT LEAST THEYLL HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHY MY DEAD BODY SAT SO LONG IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING COUNRTY WITH ALL HIS CAMERAS ON ME IN THE HOUSE AND THE FACT THEY VIOLATED MY PRIVACY AND REFUSED TO CEASE AND DESIST AND REFUSED ME MY PAPERWORK FROM THE SHERIFFS DEPARTMENT THE PARISHES WHO KEEP MANIPULATING THE LAWS TO SUIT THEMSELVES DENYING MY RIGHT TO HAVE MY OWN RECORDS, THE PEOPLE WHO DONT THINK THAT MY LIFE WAS MORE THAN JUST ESCAPING THE DRAMA AND ABUSE AND WAS ACTUALLY A PERSON WITH RIGHTS WHO WAS IN EXCRUITIATING PAIN 24/7 NOW AT THIS POINT. PHYSICALLY WHO WAS BEGGING TO DIE PAIN FREE SINCE I AM NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE ANY MEDICAL TREATMENT AND WILL CONTINUE SUFFERING UNTIL I SUCCUMB DONT I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE PAIN FREE? PLEASE MAKE SURE MY KIDS KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND HOW HARD I TRIED AND THAT I GAVE THIS MY BEST.
I CANNOT GO ANYMORE. I AM SO TIRED AND I AM HURTING SO BAD ALL I CAN DO IS CRY AND BEG GOD TO PLEASE TAKE ME AND NOT MAKE ME SUFFER ANYMORE THAN I ALREADY HAVE ALL OF MY LIFE. THERE IS NO WAY I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE NEXT TWO DAYS TO HAVE A FIGHT IN THE COURTROOM FOR MY TRIAL WHICH SHOULDNT BE HAPPENEING FOR MY DIVORCE AND ONCE AGAIN RIGHT TO BE A HUMAN AND FREE..
I JUST CANT….
MAY 26 2019 03:18 AM -KRISTEL MARIE PRUDHOMME BREAUX