If memory serves me right it was his son who actually called 911 to help us to stop him, because at the time we really thought he would do it. I felt so guilty all because I wouldnt sit by him and kept getting up moving trying to have my own personal space and kept getting told “Im Trying to talk to you , Fine you dont want to be with me why dont you want to be with me. Why do you keep moving why wont you sit next to me?” I felt like it was my fault for wanting to be left alone.
I dont know if I mentioned it before but one of my best friends and father of my oldest son James Darnell Brown of Lake Charles La and a Member of the Calcasieu Parish Sheriffs Department as well as US Marshals Service, had committed suicide January 25 2005 after trying to come to New Orleans or Kenner to talk to me about the shit he was going through losing his position with the Sheriffs because of a domestic altercation and his part time job with BFI had let him go because he hurt his back on the job. All of that said he turned to God and he was reading the bible and going to church, he had cried and needed to see me and Tyler, Rodney said NO. I was so embarrased. I never to this day have been able to forgive myself for not standing up to Rodney and saying to hell with him. I had called my uncle Paul and he had told me that if there was anything at all that he could do for James 3 daughters or his family to let him know. He had Jada Gwyneth and Dashia Brown. Beautiful little girls. His brother Mike had answered his phone that morning I called and got my world shook. I couldnt catch my breath. I was in denial. How could he take his life, how could he do this to his children.. I never knew I too would eventually try to take myself out.
The reason why I mention it is because these people in my life are aware of the trauma I have experienced being the survivor of suicide. They know how it affects me just as much as my kids being used against me. TO act and threaten me with it is beyond fucked up.
Somewhere between then and October when he was released from Harris County Jail on Baker Street downtown, for his “Medical Status” Or full of shit Diabetes, I kind of had the wind knocked out of me again. When he went to jail Rodney and Wesley as well as my own paid in full retained counsel who was a fucking JOKE, Colbert Mose Beaner, which Colbert was so busy he PASSED me off to Travis who PROMISED to get the boys back because its OBVIOUS the Fraud Perjury Stalking Harassment Premeditated crimes were involving the courts turning a blind eye and deaf ears to the entire decade of pleading filing motions objections PTO, TRO, Unlawful arrest where I was FORCED to submit to DNA sampling in Lafayette BEFORE ever booked or charged. I had no idea I was told I had no choice and that everyone who goes to jail has to have their mouths swabbed. Travis had me pay him extra to lure the owner of the blogspot that was tormenting me, stalking me, harassing me, invading my privacy, and compensating other people to join in which had led to his bullshit of taking my kids completely away in 2015 and my unborn child dying as a result of the crimes committed against me and then my ultimate choice to end my life. I had retained him right after I got out of the hospital. Not once did he mention that he was in fact speaking on a daily basis with Wesley Jonathan or Rodney. OR EVEN BETTER Juanita David Jeffery and PENNY EDWARD SCOTT, and compensating them to take pictures of my medication bottles, my bed that I slept in, My bathroom, even ME while sleeping.
I was completely oblivious to the shit going on behind my back while my own attorney conspired to assist my ex husband the courts and lawyers who wanted to destroy my life. They knew they were in deep shit when I attempted and then survived. This was their hail Mary so to speak. I was told every single meeting that we had it slam dunk no questions about it. He even mentioned that I had been fighting so long that he wanted me to understand it was about the War not the Battle. And further told me how he TOOK his son from his sons MOM. That made me uneasy. Come to think of it I never truly felt I could trust him. Its like he interrogated me instead of being on my side. He said certain things that would cover his ass and asked me repeatedly if I understood to not hold him responsible. Looking back now it makes sense and its sickening to know he was conspiring while CHARGING ME BY THE HOUR AND FUCKING LYING TO ME AND MY KIDS AND THE COURTS!! WAIT WHO AM I KIDDING DAVID BLANCHETE DENNIS BUNDICK AND CHARLES FITZGERALD KNEW WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON BECAUSE OF THE FACT I ATTEMPTED SUICIDE AND THE LAW IS THAT THEY HAD AN INVESTIGATION WITH THE NARCOTICS AND OVERDOSE AND THE FACT THAT I HAD BEEN FIGHTING A LEGAL BATTLE WHICH MADE IT SUSPICOUS CONSIDERING I HAD FILED CHARGES SO MANY TIMES FOR CYBERSTALKING CYBERBULLYING HACKING SEXUAL HARASSMENT, YOU NAME IT!
The horrible thing is that my uncle really did kill himself not even a month after those text! Maybe a week or few days! Look at what these people are allowed to do. It’s the truth. Why am I suffering still from someone else’s actions!!!???? And he’s such a abusive liar. He did get the guns while on probation!!!
Nothing ever got done. Nothing came of it. I wondered why they could get away with it while I provided plenty of proof and filled out several statements each time with Lafayette Police Department and Abbeville Vermilion Parish Lafayette Parish and Calcasieu Parish prior to the suicide attempt and had just fought a Protective order against my brothers psychotic girlfriend Jodi Creduer who filed against me out of spite because she was too busy “Trying to expose me” and pissed off that I said her kid was bad to shut up and take care of her own life and bad ass kid who didnt listen instead of being in my business and causing drama in my family and with the blog and facebook pages impersonating me and making up a shit storm of false allegations proved UNTRUE. I also WON that case as WELL. Come to think of it I have NEVER ONCE lost a case that I have litigated my entire Adult life. How the fuck can I be stripped of my custody when I have NEVER LOST. No matter what they did or how many tricks they pulled I always outsmarted them and must have been born to practice law. The only thing I can think of is when they threatened me to withdraw my objections to the hearing officer DENNIS BUNDICK’s reccommendation and somehow RODNEYS ILLEGAL Objection AFTER the deadline in which he orginally consented to the DNA test and order. Dennis Bundick the too old hunchback shit bag who claims he doesnt know anything about what Im talking about.
Travis Mose pulled me out of the court room RIGHT before I went before Judge Blanchete to TELL THE TRUTH because I wanted to tell them THE WHOLE TRUTH AND GET MY KIDS BACK! I was THREATENED! I was told if the judge found out I had attempted suicide he would permanently take custody of the kids away and there is no reversing a judges order. I was absolutely mortified. Terrified at the thought that “The big white elephant in the room” as Travis’ Pussy ass said, would get out and I would lose my babies forever. I figured if I survived this much after what I did to my body, God had me there for a reason. I was told to go home and he would send over the paperwork. Jonathan still never made me aware of any paperwork served for me which he signed for. He never made me aware of anything that would have given him the right to act on my behalf after the suicide attempt. He was SUCH a PIECE OF SHIT. He never made a single appointment with Travis but the last one where we were signing papers and in the conference room and he mentioned the extra money to pay for the IT guy who had information on who owned the website and futher told me it was hearsay and there was no way I wasnt leaving without custody of my boys.
Jonathan was next to me and while I was told I had to see my children at a SHERIFFS VISITATION CENTER WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG, he asked if he would be able to see them as well. Rodneys exact words still scare me to this day, “Not no, but HELL no”. What did he know about my husband that I didnt know. Apparently a lot. BECAUSE HE WAS THE SICK FUCK IN MY DEVICES. MR IT EXPERT! FUCKING SHIT BAG!! I didnt agree to the original paperwork that he had his secretary try to have me sign at 110 Travis street in Lafayette by Lafayette General. Taneshia. I refused to sign over custody. HE told me he made a mistake and would fix the paperwork. I believe I brought it home with me. I met her again at Royal Colberts office where Travis also has an office. I had a PAST DUE balance and I couldnt do anything until I paid them. I dont know why I was paying him when he DID NOTHING FOR ME HE NEVER FOUGHT FOR US OR ACTED ON MY BEHALF EXCEPT TO FUCK ME OVER WHEN I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT HE WAS DOING! The 3rd time 3 months later after I signed my first name I said OH FUCK NO.. I AM NOT SIGNING THIS SHIT! It was still wrong and I refused. I was harassed, threatened and told I would never see my kids again to get it over with it was “Just a TEMPORARY Physical CUSTODY” and that I wouldnt be losing or signing any rights over. Yet I couldnt do it. I avoided calls daily. Emails Text. I wanted to be left alone and felt betrayed by my own counsel who I KNEW was NO GOOD AND FUCKED ME OVER!
Somehow someway, later I found out he entered a consent judgement for me without my knowledge further without me even present and DAVID FUCKING BLANCHETE SIGNED IT! WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN WHEN I WAS NO WHERE AROUND?? Oh thats right, Corruption. Coercion, Perjury, Bribery, Racketeering, they were so scared the truth would come out that they did EVERYTHING TO COVER IT UP! Including the launching of a public (EXCEPT FOR ME) attack directly on me, having people spy, stalk, invade my private moments, hiring people to assault me physically sexually and cause conflict and chaos to ensure I was distracted and didnt notice the deception my attorney and other side displayed and engaged in reckless malicious behaviour with intent to cause me irreparable damages and injuries.
Wesley compensated Juanita Victoria David Jeff and the other people of Atascocita FD Harris County officials to VIOLATE ME IN EVERY WAY JUST SO HE COULD WIN! A DAILY RUNDOWN OF MY PERSONAL ACTIONS RIGHT DOWN TO WHEN I TOOK A SHIT! WHEN I HAD SEX! WHEN I TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST. ALL ALONG while pretending to be the EMERGENCY SERVICES WHO PROMOTE SAFETY AND HEALTH IN OUR COMMUNITIES THE SAME PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL THAT I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH were USING FEDERAL WAGES TO VIOLATE ME. USING FEDERAL SERVERS FOR THOSE EMAILS. HAD ACCESS TO MY MEDICAL RECORDS from the night of the attack when AVFD responded as the EMS service to treat my head injuries and wanted to transport me but OBVIOUSLY WITH A FUCKING HEAD INJURY I didnt know what the fuck was going on and being distracted by a FAKE ASS BITCH WHO LOOKS LIKE MISS PIGGY, WHO Claimed to be a GOOOOOOD friend who wanted to be there for me as I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE that she was JEFFS BEST FRIEND. Sabrina Lynn Devlieger Hatfield. An employee of the CITY OF HOUSTON MEDICAL RECORDS BILLING DEPT, who brought her skeleton looking brother Christopher Shannon Devlieger. A really really fucked up start to yet ANOTHER PSYCHOTIC FAMILY FORCING ME INTO A RELATIONSHIP WHEN I JUST WANTED TO BE LEFT THE FUCK ALONE! HOW HARD IS THAT! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE SO MANY PEOPLE HATE ME?? WHO THE FUCK IS GOD HERE? HAVENT I PAID AND SUFFERED ENOUGH!!?? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME? LIKE GOD REALLY!!!
I was aware of Wendy the lieutenant on duty with Edward Roth who was Jeffs close partner who he now lives with. Micah was the paramedic who kept telling me they never expected him to be so violent. He didnt seem like the type of person to have done this shit to me. The sheriffs deputy was angry with me because he said”men like this dont stop they have to be stopped or they will continue” He wanted to know why I didnt put him down. You dont know how much I wish i could change that day. If I could go back I would do it. I would have done it to make sure he wouldnt have gotten away with the fucking brutal attack which caused some serious damage, INTENTIONALLY and was further allowed to HARASS ME FROM FUCKING JAIL!!!!!!! NEVER ONCE PAID RESTITUTION. In fact I was threatened NOT TO SHOW UP TO COURT! NOT TO TESTIFY! WHAT THE EVER FUCK!??? KIM OGG REFUSED ME VICTIMS ASSISTANCE. FLYNN BAILEY REFUSED TO EVEN SPEAK TO ME! WHAT ABOUT VICTIMS RIGHTS??? I was given an emergency order of protection against this psychotic fuck who continued EVEN IN JAIL! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK HAS TO HAPPEN TO MAKE PEOPLE STOP!! WHY IS THIS OK AND ACCEPTABLE?????????????????
I was accused of stealing a UHAUL trailer when in fact it was my fat ass husband who refused to return it to the UHAUL place in Abbeville. And due to being threatened I lie to the DA and The cops here in Abbeville. SUE ME. I DONT GIVE A FUCK. I WAS THREATENED ! I did NOT commit a CRIME! I HAVE NOT BROKEN THE LAWS I AM ACCUSED OF! I was never offered support from Harris County District Attorneys Office AT ALL. NO TEXAS VICTIMS advocate NOTHING! EXCEPT FURTHER TORTURE BY THE COMMUNITY WHO BANDED TOGETHER TO COVER SHIT UP! While I admit my part in losing my shit once again with no HOME, NO KIDS, and self medicating, BEING STALKED ABUSED LIVE STREAMED THROUGH IT ALL, trying to grieve the loss of my baby right before the attempt as well as the attempt itself, it does NOT make it ok to fucking torment and discriminate against me. I was the fucking victim of a violent crime. NOT ONCE! NOT EVEN TWICE! There wasnt ONE single OFFICIAL who offered me ANY HOPE. ANY SUPPORT. ANY HELP. NOTHING! I had police reports from the very beginning including cyber crimes and crimestoppers apparently that wasnt good enough. Several Parishes Counties and Doctors and Telecommunications, devices hacked, Courts law enforcement Fire Departments NO ONE GAVE A DAMN ABOUT MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN!
While I was not at the apartment the Carriers and associates went through my personal belongings, my medications, tampered with them as well, used my devices, accessed social media, emails, phone number voicemail and calls, there was something called smart devices in our apartment with a NEST thermostat and obviously the remote access DAVID was using to violate me further. They sent these emails and text from the FIRE DEPARTMENT WHILE ON THE CLOCK as well as the apartment. THESE FIREFIGHTERS PARAMEDICS AND COMMUNITY MEMBERS INTENTIONALLY VIOLATED ME! And were compensated to do so. I was threatened by Penny Smith Widow of Neal Smith of AVFD. TO destroy my life because she was friends with Jeffs wife who was MAD at ME for HIM wanting to be with me and divorcing her. I WAS TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM HIM AND WAS ATTACKED BUT THESE IDIOTS STILL INCITED HATE ON ME! Kim Davis. Scott Marion had the fucking nerve to assist this family with the Masonic Code of Brotherhood and Legal preparations but FAILED to REALIZE HE WAS VIOLATING FEDERAL LAW AS WELL! Read up buddy. ALL OF YOU.
If I thought I wanted to die when I attempted…JUST imagine how fucked up my head was at that point. October I was brought by my husband to pick up Jeff from jail. Because my husband made me feel guilty and kept bringing it up and with the threats about my personal stuff hitting the internet as well as the threats about my kids being hurt, I WAS SCARED OF MY KIDS BEING TAKEN. Rememeber at this point THEY HAD NO SIGNATURE so I thought..
October. NOT even 2 weeks after he was released from Jail, Jeff wouldnt LEAVE ME ALONE. AGAIN. He used his position as a paramedic to have access to all of my medical records and phones devices and personal belongings. He claimed to be my husband. He claimed to be my patient advocate. YEAH BUDDY! JOKE. HE MANIPULATED ME TO THE POINT OF HATING TO BE AROUND! I wasnt allowed to live with my husband. He was TOO busy paying WHORES to fuck him instead of getting our house set up! His mom and sister constantly called the police to kick me out. I HAD NO WHERE TO GO. I also had no idea until Jennifer Breaux SLIPPED up about talking to Rodney, that they were in contact. SHE HAD FULL ACCESS TO MY LIFE AS WELL! MY GOD NO ONE SEES THE PROBLEM! RODNEY IS A FUCKING LUNATIC!!!! WHO SAYS HE DOESNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME BUT HAS SPENT SO MUCH TIME AND MONEY TO MAKE ME PAY AND MAKE ME SUFFER AND HAVE EVERY DETAIL ABOUT MY EVERY MOVE AND SPREAD MALICOUS AND FALSE SHIT ALL OVER THE WORLD ABOUT ME JUST BECAUSE HE THINKS HES GODS GIFT AND HES PISSED I LEFT! AND REFUSED TO BE CONTROLLED!
Continued on the next post. Im exhausted reliving it. But its got to come out!