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Oh y’all didn’t think about it because you thought I was scared to tell the truth about all of the DOPE PEOPLE AND THE DISTRIBUTION AND INTERSTATE TRAFFICKING OF METHAMPHETAMINES BY MY HUSBAND AND FATHER AND COUSIN AND THE SEXUAL ASSAULT WAS PAYBACK FOR NOT SUCKING MY HUSBANDS DICK… I apologize about the language but I’m tired of being asked if I’m losing my mind. Hell no I’m not. I’m telling the truth.

MARCH 10 2018 I WAS FALSEY ARRESTED BY BEING SET UP BY WHAT LOOKS LIKE MY OWN HUSBAND REMOTELY ACCESSING MY TRUCK AND PHONE BUT SAYS I HALLUCINATED IT AND HIS SISTER A SHERIFF COMMUNICATIONS DISPATCHER SET HIM UP TO TAKE THE FALL. WHEN IN FACT HE TOLD ME HIMSELF THROUGH MIND GAMES AND MANIPULATION THAT HE ASKED MY NEMISES WHAT WAS NEEDED FOR A NO HOLD BOND WARRANT AND TOLD ME SHE TOLD HIM A SEX CRIME WITH A JUVENILE. A WEEK LATER I WAS ARRESTED FOR A NONEXISTENT WARRANT AND ALLEGED ILLEGAL DRUGS IN THE TRUCK REGISTERED TO HIM WHO PREVIOUSLY HAD BEEN INTERSTATE TRANSPORTING AMPHETAMINES IN LARGE QUANTITIES TELLING ME TO SELL IT FOR MORE MONEY BUT I LIED INSTEAD I USED IT WITH MY FRIEND CHRISTOPHER DEVLIEGER WHO MY HUSBAND ALSO FORCED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH AND SEND HIM PICTURES AND VIDEOS SO THAT HE COULD RELIEVE HIMSELF SINCE HE SAID IT WAS MY JOB TO DO SO. I HAVE WALKED AWAY FROM THE DECEPTIVE WAYS OF MY OWN BEHAVIOR. I HAVE LEFT ADDICTIONS AND HABITS IN THE PAST ALTHOGUGH NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER BEEN TREATED FOR ANY DRUG DEPENDENCY OR ADDICTONEVEN WHEN MY HUSBAND FORCED IT ON ME WHEN I WAS TRYING TO DO IT THE RIGHT WAY WITH MY ADHD MEDICATION INSTEAD OF METHAMPHETAMINES AND CONTINUED TO ABUSE AND TORTURE ME ALONGSIDE OF MY FIRST HUSBAND . LOVE SHOULD NEVER HURT. LOVE IS NOT WANTING SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU BACK LOVE IS NOT HAVING TO ASK FOR RESPECT. LOVE IS WHAT A MOTHER DOES FOR HER CHILDREN TO GET THE BEST POSSIBLE LIFE THEY DESERVE. LOVE IS THE ONE THING THAT I KNOW NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY FROM ME AND MY CHILDREN I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED MY CHILDREN MORE THAN MY OWN LIFE AND HAVE SACRIFICED EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY BREATH SINCE CONCEPTION OF TYLER TO MAKE SURE THEY HAD A BETTER LIFE THAN WHAT I HAD. WHILE I SEE THE DAMAGE OF ALLWOING PEOPLE TO GET AWAY WITH LITTLE THINGS THAT HURT ME AND DIDN’T HURT MY CHILDREN I FIGURED I WOULD SUFFER SO THEY COULD BE HAPPY I NEVER IN MY DREAMS IMAGINED THEM TO BE HURT THIS WAY AND TO BE TURNED AGAINST ME WITH LIES AND BRAINWASHING THEM TO BELIEVE I GAVE UP ON THEM AND ABANDONED THEM. 

I AM BEGGING SOMEONE TO PLEASE GIVE US A CHANCE. WE ARE OWED A CHANCE TO HAVE A SAFE AND SOBER ENVIRONMENT WITHOUT TRADING SEXUAL FAVORS OR MONEY FOR A HUMAN RIGHT! IF YOU FACTOR IN THE TIME TAKEN AWAY BY THE STATE AND PARISH AND INDIVIDUALS ADD THE COMPENSATION OWED TO US FOR OUR TIME THAT’S PRECIOUS AND WORTH MONEY AND YOU HAVE A PRETTY GOOD IDEA OF REACHING A RESOLUTION TO WHERE WE CAN ALL BE HAPPY AND ALL ENJOY LIFE WITHOUT ANYONE TO EVER HURT US AGAIN OR ANYONE TO EVER SEPARATE MY FAMILY AGAIN. 

 THIS IS ONLY THE TOP OF THE ICEBERG THIS IS MONUMENTAL WHEN I TELL YOU IT’S A CLUSTERFUCK YOU WONT BE DISSAPOINTED IN EXTENDING THE GENEROSITY OF SOMEONE BEING ABLE TO HELP HERSELF AND BE SAFE AND SOBER REUNITED WITH HER CHILDREN. AND WHEN THE LEGAL PROCEEDINGS EVENTUALLY COME TO PASS WHOEVER IS ON THE RECEIVING END OF MY STICK WILL MARK THE MAP WITH THIS CORRUPTION AND MAGNITUDE OF DISASTER AND SCANDALS. IT WILL GO NATIONAL ONCE IT HITS THE MEDIA. IM TEMPTED TO EMAIL EVERY NEWS STATION THAT I POSSIBLY CAN TO START EXPLORING THAT AVENUE TOO. BUT I KNOW IM TRYING TO BE MORE PATIENT AND WAIT ON MY LAWYER WHO HELPED ME IN LAKE CHARLES JOSHUA MONROE PUBLIC DEFENDER AND SAID HE WOULD EMAIL ME ON WHAT TO DO TO GET THIS TO THE RIGHT PERSON AND RIGHT PLACE . THEN AGAIN IM STILL UNEASY ABOUT NOT TRUSTING MY GUT AND MY TEACHINGS OF WHAT WOULD BE TO COME IN MY LIFE BECAUSE I WAS TAUGHT ABOUT ALL OF THESE THINGS AND WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO HANDLE THEM I WAS GROOMED AND TRAINED TO SURVIVE IN ANY OF THESE SITUATIONS BECAUSE SOMEONE LOVED ME ENOUGH TO MAKE SURE I HAD THE ABILITY TO WITHSTAND THE STORMS AND THE SHAKING AND RATTLING MY CAGE. I WILL NOT BE SHOOK I WILL NOT FEAR ANYONE THEY NEED TO BE AWARE OF WHAT HAPPENS TO PEOPLE WHO INSTILL FEAR AS A MEANS TO GET WHAT THEY WANT FROM SOMEONE  ITS STILL ABUSE! AND ILLEGAL! 

MY  ROUGH DRAFT WHICH NEEDS HELP AND MORE ASSISTANCE TO ORGANIZE AND DECIPHER THE MEANINGS BEHIND CERTAIN ISSUES BROUGHT UP BUT TO GIVE YOU AN IDEA OF WHAT IM CAPABLE OF IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO TAKE ME ON AS INTERN I LEARN FAST AND I NEED MY OWN JOB AND CAN PAY FOR YOUR ASSISTANCE TO DO THE PROPER LEGAL WORK TO GET THE HELP WE NEED AND THE JUSTICE WE DESERVE. I DON’T REMEMBER MY JOBS OTHER THAN WAITRESSING AND IM DISABLED AND I CANT STAND ON MY FEET MUCH BECAUSE OF MY BACK AND HIPS AND LEGS BUT I WOULD TRY UNTIL THEY GAVE OUT ON ME IF IT MEANT SOMEONE WOULD HELP ME WITH BEING A FAMILY AGAIN.

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