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1999-2001 & the purpose of loving my children so much..

Trevor Michael Prudhomme March 10th 2001. I was barely 16 years old. Having just worked with calcasieu parish detectives, for Charles (Smokey or Chuck) Moss of Leblue Settlement, (Who held an authoritve position with the Fire Department and was my best and ONLY friend’s Father) to be formally charged with Sexual Battery of a Juvenile and Sexual Assault on a Juvenile. He had many of my friends who he forced to allow us to perform oral sex with himself and his friends. He was charged LIGHTLY with a slap on the wrist because of his career as a Firefighter who had been in a position of authority for the community. They didn’t even lock his ass up! There were 3 of us who testified against him. Theu found overwhelming evidence to support our statements of sexual assault by a man who was supposed to be there for us to protect our community!!!!! There were pictures and videos from him forcing himself on us! I had a gun held to my fucking head that he kept in his grey dually under the drivers seat next to the spare pack of Marlboro Reds that he hid from his wife Hilda. They had a FULL confession from him!!! He still was allowed to walk!!!!!!!! WHY???! WHY!!! TELL ME WHY I WAS VIOLATED AS A CHILD OF MAYBE 13-14 YEARS OLD TO ALLOW THIS SICK MAN TO ABUSE SO MANY YOUNG GIRLS AND HAD OVERWHELMING SUPPORT FROM THE COMMUNITY WHO FAILED TO SERVE JUSTICE TO A RAPIST AND PEDOPHILE! HE WAS ABLE RO TRACK ME DOWN SEVERAL TIMES USING FACEBOOK WHICH THE LAW STATES HE IS NOT ALLOWED TO EVEN HAVE AN ACCOUNT FOR HOS SEX OFFENDER STATUS AND REGISTRY WITH THE STATE OF LOUISIANA! HE WANTED A PARDON FEOM THE GOVENOR. FUCK NO. NEVER. HE NEVER PAID FOR HIS CRIMES TO BEGIN WITH. HE JUST WAS ALLOWED TO START OVER NEW AND MOVE TO HOUSTON WITH CARROLL HIS WIFE WHO HAS ATTACKED ME VERBALLY ON SOCIAL MEDIA CALLING ME A WHORE AND A LIAR. HE WORKS FOR A PLANT IN HOUSTON TEXAS AND LIVES IN LAPORTE TEXAS AND IS STILL ALLOWED ON THE FIRE DEPARTMENT!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS SOCIETY TO THINK THAT A CHILD CAN BE RAPED OR ASSAULTED IN ANY WAY, AND THE PERPETRATOR CAN WALL SCOTT FREE BECAUSE HE KNOWS PEOPLE AND HE SO SAYS CHANGED AND WANTS TO OPEN A BIKER CHURCH. FUCK YOU CHUCK. YOU CANT CHANGE A SEXUAL PREDATOR. ESPECIALLY TO GET ME TO MEET YOU OUT OF MY AUNTS HOUSE BY FEAR TACTICS AND USING MY OWN CHILDREN AND JUST BEING RELEASED FROM RODNEY HAVING ME SET UP YOU KNEW I NEEDED THE MONEY YOU OWED AND NEVER PAYED RESTITUTION FOR ME AND YOU MANIPULATED ME INTO TAKING PICTURES ON YOUR BLACK MOTORCYCLE IN A PARKING LOT AWAY FROM EVERYONE WHEN I TRIED TO TELL YOU NO SEX YOU STILL PRESSURED ME AND YANKED THAT BLACK SHIRT WITH THE V BEADING ON THE NECK DOWN TO EXPOSE MY BREAST. I STILL HAVE THAT SHIRT HANGING IN MY CLOSET BECAUSE I HAVE NO CLOSURE TO A PERSON WHO STOLE MY INNOCENCE THAT WAS LEFT AFTER MY MOTHER ALLOWED IT TO CONTINUE WITH HER EMPLOYERS GRANDSON COLBY WHO I HAD TO THREATEN WITH A TOOL THAT HEATS UP METAL AND MELTS IT I THINK A SAUTER OR SOMETHING, WHATEVER, THIS SHIT IS GOING TO MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR ME BECAUSE IM TIRED OF BEING TOLD TO LET O IT GO AND MOVE ON.. FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO NEVER WALKED 2 STEPS IN MY SOCKS! WHEN YOU SEE WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING RIGHT HERE MAYBE YOU CAN SEE WHY I AM THE WAY I AM. NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME. THIS SOCIETY IS FUCKED UP AND IM TIRED OF BEING FORCED TO REPRESS MY MEMORIES BECAUSE I IN FACT AM A VERY INTELLIGENT PERSON AND I HAVE IMPECCABLE SKILLS WITH MEMORY RECALL. THAT IS WHAT I AM TRYING TO DO WITH MY LIFE IS SETTLE THE SHIT. SETTLE THE DIRT THAT WAS KICKED IN MY FACE. IM GOING TO USE WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME TO HELP MYSELF AND OTHERS WHO CANT SPEAK OR WHO ARE AFRAID LIKE I USED TO BE. OVERCOMING ADVERSITY OVERCOMING FEAR AND OBSTACLES. I GOT OFF TOPIC BUT ITS WHO I AM WITHOUT ADHD MEDICINE BECAUSE I WAS DRAINED BY MY HUSBAND WHO TOOK EVERYTHING BECAUSE I FILED A PROTECTIVE ORDER FOR ABUSE AND IT PISSED HIM OFF. SO IM DENIED MEDICATION AND MEDICAL CARE AND FOOD AND NOW MY BILLS ARE NOT BEING PAID TO FORCE ME ON THE STREETS. HOW IRONIC THAT I FILE FOR PROTECTION YET AGAIN LIKE A CYCLE OF BEGGING FOR PROTECTION AND THE STATE FAILS ME EVERY SINGLE TIME. I GET RETALIATED AGAINST BECAUSE THEY KEEP COVERING UP ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER AND ITS A SNOWBALL EFFECT AND THEY DONT WANT TO FUCKING JUST TELL THE TRUTH. TOO. BAD BECAUSE ALL I WANTED WAS A CHANCE THAT WAS STOLEN AND RIPPED ROBBED FROM ME. I WILL FIGHT WITH MY DYING BREATH UNTIL THE LAW IS CHANGED TO PROTECT PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED AND ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME SHIT WITH THE STATE DEPARTMENT WHO THOUGHT THEY DIDNT HAVE TO PROTECT ME AND INSTEAD PROTECTED THEMSELVES AND THATS THE REAL TRUTH ABOUT WHY NOTHING IS BEING DONE AND WHY ITS COME TO THIS POINT OF LEAVING ME NO CHOICE BUT TO FIGHT AGAINST THE GODDAMN STATE OF LOUISIANA FOR NEGLIGENCE!

My inspiration to me a better mother to the children I ed never supposed to have. He saved me and gave me unconditional love for the first time in my young life at only 16 years old. 2lbs 3oz. 17 3/4 in long 1:56pm Lake Charles memorial hospital on Oak Park Blvd. My doctor was Donald Toatley. I had been in patient because of a condition called placenta previa and preterm labor. And because of the first case of Potters syndrome in the state of Louisiana and they didnt even know what to call it.. for weeks. 6 weeks I played strapped to monitors for me to be blessed to hear his heart beat and his movements and reactions to his mommy’s voice and they said he would be blind and deaf and die before birth. Tried to get me to abort him for 6 months. Nope. Went to YCP in Carville Louisiana where I was held in solitary confinement eating cold processed Turkey sandwiches everyday all because I had problems with my pregnancy because of my UNBORN child’s prognosis AND I COULDNT SURVIVE THE PHYSICAL PAIN OF HELL WEEK.
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